Kagura would nod respectfully at her news that she would only take one student at a time. Akari wondered if she was excited by that prospect before mentally realizing that to assume otherwise would simply be stupid. Who wouldn’t be excited by the prospect of one on one teaching? Her words on doubting that she would ever stop learning from you would prompt a bit of Akari’s mischievous side to show, the corner of her mouth twitching up before speaking, a small smirk at the thought. “Oh? Are you trying to tell me you never want to leave me Kagura? My so forward” She would say, a mildly teasing tone as her heart hammered like a piston. Why had she said that? Sure, it was an amusing little joke. But what if she took offense? What if she laughed at the very idea? Wait...What if she laughed at the idea? What did it matter? It wasn’t like that was how she really felt was it?
Was it?...
‘Oh god..’ She would think, her entire world freezing again as she realized what she had felt all along. It couldn’t be? It was too fast, they had just met, how could she be romantically attracted to her of all things? Why was she attracted to her in that way anyway? Was she..well fuck. ‘I guess now that I think about it. I’ve never been attracted to men in any way. None of them can stand up to my brother. With him as a model for others to try to follow, it’s no wonder you’re a lesbian Akari.’ She would think, almost deadpan now. The worst part was that she had just taken Kagura as an apprentice and she wasn’t about to go back on that now that she had said as such to Kagura herself, her feelings be damned. She’d have to keep it secret, but at least now she knew what in the world it was that had been confusing her. Now, she could work with it.
Realizing she herself might have paused too long after her little joke she would shake her head as if to clear it “Sorry, lost in thought. I do need to tell you though, and I’m going to be completely honest here. That despite my rank I’m really not all that powerfully martially. At least, not yet. I took the position because no one else was doing the work. But you and I are actually pretty similar in physical prowess alone. So don’t expect me to be some monster kenjutsu master at the moment. I know a few things, I can learn much more very quickly, and I even have a style I’ve been working on myself. But our spars will be much more evenly matched than you might think.” She would say, wanting to get across that while Kagura was talented, Akari was in all honesty, a fairly weak Kage. She was worried that if Kagura thought she was matching up with her then she might take a risk she otherwise shouldn’t take on a mission or something. So it was smarter to be honest about it now.
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